This world Has tormented And burned me too many times to count This world Has broken And stolen my heart Countless times Painful memories This world has done nothing But try to keep me down But it only grows angrier When I get back up with the same smile And the same laugh You can [...]
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Never once but only dying you’ll Understand never determining every real situation terminating another normal day someone Might expect
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Im always the one that fails to notice things whenever I should just know it Im always the one who winds up taking fault for some misunderstanding Im always that person yeah, Im him why am I I will never know Im tired of just being that fall guy Im tired of being in second [...]
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There my brain goes again Beating every memory with a rubber hose Never able to see the joy in life Because of the pain I hold within my heart The product of negativity That takes its place inside Overwhelms and consumes me Refusing to stand aside Only to find relief In things that aren’t reality [...]
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What would you say as your last goodbye to the one you love before they cry for its just as hard for them to accept your untimely leave into the mysterious beyond what would you say if you knew it was your last what momemts would you cherrish what moments would you prevent what would [...]
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I shouldn’t have to do so much I shouldn’t have to do half of the things that protect me from others that protect me from a stray comment or a person anger towards difference Why must there be hatred for the ones who stray off the beaten, worn path that most walk why cant in-normality [...]
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There my brain goes again Beating every memory with a rubber hose Never able to see the joy in life Because of the pain I hold within my heart The product of negativity That takes its place inside Overwhelms and consumes me Refusing to stand aside Only able to find relief In things that arent [...]
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The loneliness I feel Consumes me from within The constant reminder of my miserable existence Mocks me Kidnaps me Locks me away With pain and torment as my friends The aching within my bones shall not subside But grow into constant Ever growing sorrow And depression The loneliness I feel cannot easily be described The [...]
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What is a broken person Without glue to hold together What is a life Without someone to share it with What is the point Behind all of this existence Why must humans be curious For that is the reason Behind heartache Behind fear We are who we are Nonetheless But it is because we are [...]
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I hate the silence That consumes me from within I hate the dark shadow That follows and stalks my every move I feel so alone Even though Im in a crowd I feel so misunderstood For I havent got the words to express my sorrow All I can do is crawl into my mind Express [...]
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I regret a lot of my actions I regret a lot of the actions that never came I regret a lot of friendships I just let drop I regret some relationships I let die I cant take it back Only learn from my mistakes But Ill never forget the ones whove made my life bearable [...]
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Tell me why keeping a bully out of the school is so important and ill tell you why keeping a bully in the school is so important tell me why keeping kids away from the negativity will keep them safe and ill tell you why keeping the kids informed on negativity will change their lives [...]
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What is a name? Besides a complex identifier for yourself Think about it What does it really mean It could mean the world to you But not anybody else What makes your name unique Is it because its theoretically attached to you Or because of what people think of when they hear it What really [...]
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It’s crazy how much you miss The ones who make you feel alive It’s crazy how much love One can hold within their heart And just walk right by It’s crazy how we live Like there’s guaranteed tomorrow But no one really knows What lies ahead It’s kinda cool How life just happens Creeps up [...]
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I find myself wondering why I can just feel this way, day in and day out. I question everything I know I don’t understand why I constantly sorrow over the past I wish I could change the ways I feel But I can’t Maybe one day I’ll find someone who understands me Maybe one day [...]
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Past memories and guilt flood my heart as I close my eyes and think about that start I cant help but wonder what if I never said the words that started the dominos toppling would life be different as it is now or would it be the same just with different circumstances I walked down [...]
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I miss the times I’ve never had with you I miss the endless conversations we never had I miss the tears I never shed for you I miss the way I never felt about you I wish I could give the times i spent wandering the ocean looking for you back to you I wish [...]
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Take me from this place To a land of wonders And beauty. Save me from this torment That teases and mocks me from within my heart Rescue me from the want of unneeded occurrences Take me to a place Where we can be alone One in each others hearts Where we’ll live together With all [...]
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Once upon a time We were happy and free Loving waking up to the thought of one another; Once upon a time We were inseparable The thought of us gave me chills Put a smile on my face All of this Turned into two busy souls Wandering aimlessly Searching and longing For what once was [...]
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I gave you my all and what do i get in return i gave you everything i could and you just drifted away i tried my best to make you smile and i stand here alone fighting back the tears i am but a flawed human being destined to be alone i feel so alone [...]
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I sit here In the prison that is my mind It’s a terrible place Where the guards can turn At a minutes notice Where nothing is sacred Every minute detail gets beaten Battered Changed From it’s initial meaning It transforms to destroy And convince the prisoner That everything he knows And loves Is a lie
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I feel like a prisoner Within my mind Locked within my thoughts Left to rot I feel like a helpless fool As a lay here Wondering where I went wrong Thinking what I could have done to prevent it all I feel like a criminal Locked in my cell Left to ride out my sentence [...]
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As the sounds run thru my mind I find myself being very unkind The sounds that brought me Pleasure and excitement Now bring anger Fury And torment What once was pleasing Has started fires Within my mind and soul This hatred can only be solved by one action These fires extinguished by one movement As [...]
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Ooh to be like a dog Carefree and loved from day to day Only worry is getting fed on time Oh to be like a pet Excitement coursing though my veins as my master strolls through the door. Oh to not endure The stress that comes with knowledge of the world People. I used to [...]
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In Many ways I feel like I don’t add up To a full human For many reasons I feel as if I’m not enough In many ways I find myself Criticizing myself For many reasons I capture myself Within a state of mind Where I’m the only one The only one who knows The only [...]
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Feels like a war From the inside On the out It feels like a drought My skin dries Chips and flakes I scorn myself On all my mistakes No matter how small the act It’s always means Self loathing And that thought Wants the to be fact It almost always leads To that one devastating [...]
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it was for you that i sang that day on that time of night it was for you that i sang with all my heart from the very start it was for you that i sang knowing the truth within myself but too shy and scared to admit it it was for you that i [...]
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what did i do to deserve such an agonizing silence from the woman i love such an agonizing silence the one i would have never expected it from such an agonizing silence i am expecting a sad, extreme depression heartache such an agonizing silence i love you, and never want to stop if that is [...]
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I can’t express the emptiness i feel the overwhelming sense of loneliness depression seems to warm my anxious mind I keep telling myself Everything’s ok it’ll be better tomorrow but it sends chills to think about the empty shell I become when im not physically telling you I love you I’m tired of trying to [...]
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Hunted by a madman Locked in my hole With sheer incompetence Feeling down and under appreciated My mind begins to wonder My condition begins to race As my imagination turns pessimistic I start feeling that knife in the wound on my back As it throbs and tears through my overactive imagination I sit down and [...]
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Id like to teach the world to dream to give them a special gift that they’d never want to return Id like to teach the world to love to care for others as they long to be cared for nobody wants people to hate nobody wants people to scorn somewhere we’ve turned wrong when did [...]
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if i could only see from your eyes if i could only see it from your perspective what would i feel or see what would i think as i dwindle through the day what would i see through the eyes of the girl of my dreams would i see and feel the same or would [...]
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ask me what its like to find out your best friend is a lying manipulative … ask me what its like to have anger welled up because of a mistake ask me what its like to go through the day feeling helpless worthless depressed ask me what its like ill tell you the truth ask [...]
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i wish my words could heal and sooth like the best medicine in existence i wish my words could flow through and bring happiness and joy i feel like i cant do anything i feel so helpless i wish i could just snap my fingers and you feel better i wish i could speak words [...]
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If she only knew How much i care for her If she only knew How much I really do not deserve her If she only knew That I would do anything Pay any price To keep her safe Even if it meant Risking my own safety If she only knew How much it hurts me [...]
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With the weight of the world on my shoulders i come to you for relief knowing i have made this huge mistake i regret all my actions i lay in grief Depression overcomes me as i realize all my mistakes everything i could have prevented all the hurt and fear i could have stopped before [...]
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As the fire you’ve set burns me from within I lay in agony For I feel the pain in every inch of my skin As I lay in the torment you cause I scream at the top of my lungs I scream to you in anger For I never did anything wrong I never wronged [...]
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finally some time to breath, but nobody to breath with. all that time, wasted. wasted it on people who cant seem to find time. time to just relax, smell the roses. finally some time to breath, and i spend it, isolated with absolutly nobody to comfort me. isolation is silent torture. nobody to talk to. [...]
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From the second I hung up To the second everything was ok Nonstop torment burrowed Deep within my thoughts Deep within my dreams Every second spent Was a second without you Every second spent Felt as hot and painful As a heartbroken teardrop Every hour Felt like a lifetime Ever since that one day The [...]
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hanging on by a thread with scissors to cut cant see below me could be a ledge but could be a fall to injured to move if i were to live at all to afraid to leap to broken to hold on i cant come to a conclusion to base my future with cant leave [...]
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if only you could just stop time for just a brief second everything was still if only you could do something you really wanted but were to afraid to if only you knew before you got hurt to prevent a wound if only a world of peace was possible no war or pain if only [...]
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I’m far from perfect I’m far from extraordinary I’m human I bleed blood And I need water I know i can be an inconsiderate jerk I know sometimes Im just stupid Sometimes this Sometimes that Nothing changes the fact That I make mistakes That I cause misunderstanding I don’t expect you to just know all [...]
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To the people who have had their fair share of mistakes major regrets and many heartaches this is for you To the people who cave under pressure who cant find who they truly are and lose everything this is for you To the one person in every crowd in every class and every room you [...]
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as i lay and think of the past i cant help but think when i believed my very last lost innocence is a sad sight to see and yet i wish i could relive those moments when i believed. Finding out the hard way is a bad way to realize the cruel hard truth that [...]
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unspoken words feelings and passion wanting to scream for i know the truth within myself even if destiny prevails i don’t deserve what destiny has in store nobody does everybody’s knowledge lies within unspoken truths everybody’s knowledge tells them opposite like everything is too good to be true unspoken truths between my mind and my [...]
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wheres my life going i feel like nobody i cant seem to find anything cant seem to find who i am am i the jerk on the sidewalk pushing as people walk by or the nice dude i thought i was who gives 110 with every try cant seem to find everything you want life [...]
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who knew, that the girl that stood alone. would someday be the girl, everyone would be standing around. crying because of the life that was lost. who knew, that the little boy. who wasn’t really payed attention too. would one day be protecting, the very people who poked fun at him. who knew, that the [...]
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Your smile takes my breath away just about every single day just to see you in complete concentration your overwhelming faith in God inspires me to better myself your words your thoughts about life and people reassure me that there’s good in this world your personality your beauty bring light to a darkened world that [...]
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When i see the stars, i don’t see the impossible. i see the light at the end of the tunnel. i see the untouched, the uncorrupted. The only thing mankind has not touched directly or indirectly. When mankind touches the stars, that will be the day mankind comes crashing to the ground. Like a plane [...]
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im ready to hit the road, spread my wings and fly. but what i don’t know is, ill miss this life whenever i leave what is keeping me here what stops me from leaving why do i want to leave with the way i act, why do they keep me here what stops me from [...]
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